We are loved by our losses

We are always loved by those that departed. I see and feel my grammy almost every day and know that she forgives me for my burden upon my family.

I also know that she held on just long enough to see me make it then gave up her soul to the Lord. Thats the hardest thing in my life to date, and I cry often for her as I miss her very much.

But to not let the healing and the future come to pass, we are weak in spirit. Our loved ones are gone, they gave thier all and spent thier lives making sure we could move forward.

If one doesnt move forward, keeping the memory in thier hearts, then they may end up as I have, still grieving and not allowing myself to continue.

I am weak. But thats why we have God in our lives! Many issues makes us bitter, judgemental, or just plain angry, But God has a cure for all ills, His love!

I love you all, I have issues I fight most of my life, and many now know why some issues came to pass, But I gave my life to the Lord, and im hoping he has forgiven me my many trespasses because without him I have nothing.